Thursday, 16 March 2017

Work in progress: facing my fears


Elaine Sanderson is a first year AHRC NWCDTP funded PhD student at Liverpool University. Some of her research interests include: Latin Literature, Latin Imperial Epic (particularly Lucan and Valerius Flaccus), Ancient Rhetoric and Greek Tragedy. In her guest post today, she shares her experience, insight and tips about work in progress seminars. Follow Elaine on Twitter at: @ElainaM42, or send her an email: e.c.sanderson@liverpool.ac.uk. If you would also like to see Elaine’s personal blog (it’s fab – go check it out), here is the link: www.stimulosdeditaemulauirtus.blogspot.co.uk 




Just before Christmas, a fellow Classics and Ancient History PhD student approached me and asked whether I might consider presenting something in the coming term’s postgraduate Work in Progress seminar series. These seminars are held every Thursday lunchtime, and provide a really welcoming, friendly, and accessible environment for students to share their research with their friends and peers, and to develop their presentation skills.  The wide variety of topics discussed just this term alone really reflects the cross-disciplinary research successes of the department as a whole, and allows students to engage with research beyond the confines of their own postgraduate studies.  Delighted to have been asked to contribute to this fantastic seminar series, I immediately agreed, and set about sorting through the research notes, plans, and chapter drafts I’d been working on since I began my PhD adventures back in October. 


There was just one tiny problem.  I hate work in progress.  It’s not that I have an issue with standing up in front of an audience and sharing my work (although my presentation skills could probably use some polish and refinement).  I’m far too excited about my work, about Lucan and Latin Literature more broadly, to let nerves or stage fright get in my way of singing the praises of my research interests in front of a willingly captive audience.  My dislike of ‘work in progress’ stems from the fact that I’m uncomfortable with unfinished things in general, and incomplete pieces of academic work in particular.  I’ve only just gotten used to sending ‘work in progress’ to my supervisors, although my hitting ‘send’ is generally accompanied by the crushing anxiety that they will be disappointed with my ultimately unfinished writing.  The idea of bringing my half-baked ‘work in progress’ into another arena was therefore an incredibly daunting task.  

I decided to present some of the work which, at the moment at least, forms part of the second chapter of my broader PhD thesis, which examines processes of transformation (both poetic and political) in the Bellum Civile (Civil War), an epic poem composed by the Latin epicist Lucan in the 1st century AD.  In this chapter, I examine how Lucan uses language and vocabulary traditionally associated with uncertainty in relation to the landscapes of his internal civil war universe and the ultimately defeated Republican cause, aspects of the narrative which form important self-reflexive platforms for Lucan’s poetic and political agendas.  I also discuss Lucan’s use of transformative language, language used more generally to depict physical and material transformations, in direct relation to the motions and processes of the civil war his work portrays.

Once I actually got down to business, I found the experience of presenting to the other postgrad students in my department to be not only very rewarding, but also great fun.  Since there are no other PhD students working on the same Classical texts as me, I can sometimes feel a bit lonely in my research.  However, it turned out that another student, who focusses on Ancient Drama, was also looking at similar elements of language using a very similar approach, and so had plenty of thoughts and suggestions to contribute to my thoughts and research processes.  I also found it refreshing to receive questions and feedback from postgrads working on other areas of the Ancient World, who offered different perspectives on my research, and encouraged me to step beyond my little PhD bubble and consider my research from the outside.

The experience of preparing, presenting, and discussing my research (which is still very much in the early stages of development) helped me put together a list of useful pointers to help with future formal and friendly presentations:

1)    Prepare Early!
     I know that this is a REALLY obvious one.  However, since I finished putting my presentation together four minutes before I was due to deliver it, resulting in a very frantic sprint from my office to the presentation venue, it is clear that I haven’t quite mastered not leaving everything to the last second.  It is SO much better to arrive with plenty of time, with your thoughts and materials organised and gathered (and without a red face).  Had I spent less time worrying (needlessly) about the fact that I was presenting work which is still under development (the entire point of these seminars!), I probably would have spent more time putting together what I was going to say, and thinking about how I can contextualise this particular section of my research within the broader scope of my PhD.

2)    Give Background and Context.
Remember that although your research topics are something you engage with pretty much 365 days a year, not everyone you are presenting to is an expert in your field.  I included a few slides at the beginning of my presentation giving some details of the authors and texts I would be examining, along with some broader historical background.  It’s always helpful to have the option to give your audience some grounding in exactly what you’re going to be talking about.  If anything, it’ll allow non-specialists to engage with and enjoy your talk.  If it turns out that everyone you’re addressing is well-versed in your subject area, you can always skip over these parts, no harm done.  

3)     Choose Examples Carefully.
As someone doing a very literature heavy PhD, I’m often faced with the dilemma of how I should show examples to support my arguments in a presentation setting.  In preparing for this presentation, I found that it’s best to follow a sort of Goldilocks approach-not too much, not too little.  Give an example which is substantial enough to illustrate your point, and provide a platform for some (brief yet nuanced) analysis, but not so hefty that you spend more time going through giant passages of text than you do actually talking about your research.  And of course, if like me you do a lot of work with ancient languages, always provide a translation to accompany your examples!

4)     Don’t Be Ashamed!
Looking back over my preparation for this presentation, it’s pretty clear that my anxiety of not having enough impressive research to show was the main thing hindering me.  Sometimes I have to remind myself that I’m still only a few months into the PhD, and that I’m not actually expected to have produced a huge volume of writing thus far.  Instead of spending time and energy battling the inferiority complexes which seem to dog postgrad students of all ages, disciplines, and stages of study, try to see opportunities to present as valuable chances to receive feedback and input on your work!

For more details of my Liverpool Work in Progress presentation, ‘In dubio mundo’: Lucan’s World and the Language of Uncertainty, follow the link below.
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